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To Be or Not To Be a Friend


I am shy.  I am introverted too.  I am embarrassed to say that it takes me a long time to warm up to people because of these two traits.  However, if an extroverted person is interacting with me, I come out of my shell quickly and I make fast friends with people.  I base friendship on trust, laughter, shared memories, and especially deep conversations regarding uncomfortable topics shared without judgment. One-on-one time is precious time to me. After years of trust, laughter, shared memories, and discussions regarding uncomfortable topics, I considered a certain person one of my best friends. During a discussion after I did something randomly unexpected for them, I said I did it because they are my best friend.

The look on their face told me otherwise.

It was a split second, but I caught it all on the tape I replay in my mind. I saw the furled brow appear as well as the questioning eye squint. Their lips remained pursed together. It was a split second, but that split second was packed with a punch.  

I am not short of friends, but something triggered me to think about this person lately.  I miss what used to be before I spilled the beans.  Maybe the relationship was not really as strong as I had conjured up in my mind.  I live and I learn.  Some people stay in our lives, and others don’t.  They weren’t my only best friend as there can be more than one based on the shared qualities of the relationship.  I accepted the fact that they had other best friends as we cannot be everything to everyone we meet.   But I was never on their list of best friends.  Perhaps they hit their limit and had no room for me.

Situations like this make me recoil and go back to the shy and introverted person I am deep down.   “Back to the drawing board” I tell myself.  At the proverbial drawing board, I take inventory of who my friends really are.  Who sticks with me through thick and thin?  Who can I call on any time of the day and they answer me?  Who does not judge me and loves me even though they know my sin?  

I can count my absolute best friends on one hand.  And the ultimate best friend is Jesus and he is counted on my heart.  All I learned about being a friend, I learned from Jesus.  He sticks with me through thick and thin, He answers me whenever I call, He does not judge me and loves me even though I sin.  

Thank you, God, for your son Jesus and that I can truly call Him my best friend, forever.  Thank you also for my earthly friends.  May I continue to be there for them through thick and thin, answer whenever they call and never judge them though they sin.

Galatians 5:22-23New International Version (NIV)

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 

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2 thoughts on “To Be or Not To Be a Friend

  1. My friend, your post deeply touched me. Jesus is the BEST!!! And a great role model for friendship. Hugs.

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